Feels That She Is Unable To Read Quran Fatwa No: 427285
- Fatwa Date:6-9-2020
Aoa. I have been feeling lately that i am unable to read quran not that i can't read quran but i feel like something is stopping me from reading quran. Whenever i see a post related ayat of Quran on facebook or any other social media, i try to read it but i start feeling breathless and i can't describe the feeling but unable to read it like not even a single verse. I am not afraid of reading the verse or anything. I just don't why is it happening with me that i feel breathless or numb. sometimes i just have to stop reading it because my it feels like my heart has stop beating even if i don't know the meaning of verse. Please guide me.
All perfect praise be to Allah, The Lord of the Worlds. I testify that there is none worthy of worship except Allah, and that Muhammad is His slave and Messenger.
It is most likely that this is nothing but an illusion that is not real, and that it is some work of the Devil to keep you away from good deeds and prevent you from reciting the Quran. Therefore, you should resist this feeling and not give in to it.
Reciting the Ruqyah (Quranic healing) is a good thing, and it is beneficial, Allah willing, in curing diseases you already suffer from and warding off the expected ones. So, recite the Ruqyah over yourself, and it is also permissible that a righteous person recites it over you. You may also consult a trustworthy Muslim psychiatrist, and there is nothing wrong with that, Allah willing.
Allah Knows best.